Look, you're going to need to explain yourself in a lot more detail if you want any help. Your desperation is your problem, not ours, but if you can't or won't explain in detail what's going on and what you're trying to accomplish, there's no way we can help you. And the game of 20 questions is getting frustrating. The second post in this thread gives you a link to the forum rules (which you said you read and agreed to when you joined yesterday). Read them. Follow them. Give the information they ask for.